dear Blogger,
Eventhough, I have to leave my home and fam to study abroad but I met new people and I love it, I learned a lot of new things, I passed all my papers, I experienced industrial training, I went back home oftenly, I went to many places, I bought not only what I need but also what I want. It seems perfect and of course I feel blessed for what I have, it is just too much.
I was good and I left a good impression to people around me, but I am terrible and I am doubting about what people think about me. It should be more bad things, mostly.
Yes, I had a very tough moment in my life and it changed me. In some line, I am doing better, but I had to lose more good parts of me and while I realize, this make me sad and mad in the same time.
Surely I do not regret my past, but I fear about my future. I struggle hard and put a lot of effort to change those bad impressions that I had created in these last years, however, it does not show a good result. I know time will heals and what I need to do is to be more patient, but in some part of my heart, I really worry about this. What should I do?
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