I am back

back to blog!

It has been quite sometimes I did not sign into my blog, surprisingly I remember the email and pass! ;p

Guess what?! I am now sitting in the office! well ... doing the internship, however, that doesn't put aside my mind that always remember I am no longer student! eventhough I haven't get my degree but it just a postpone, the formal will be on feb 2012.

hmmm a lot to share, trip to France, Redang Island, Genting again and Malaka again but as I am in the office now, I can't tell much. So, just waiting for the other opportunity to post a blog ;p

Have a good day all! Be happy!

LABIL

dear blogger,

Today, I found myself confused. Sometimes I can be a person who acts arrogant and makes things easier for me...myself, but actually I don't really like the whole part of these attitudes in me. I can be as well a person who really kind and it makes me weak.
Recently, I am trying to combine the positive parts of those two different sides of me, but then I found that they are hard to control.
I want to believe like the innocent kids however a part of me always say NO as I had already knew the consequences of being innocent and believe everyone.

I don't want to be my past neither a whole different person.
and ..... what should I do? *confuse*

2nd year final exam

I am going to face my final exam which result will brings impact to my future. OH NO!
Few days will determine whether I deserve Very Honorable, Honorable, Pass or Failed. It sounds a little bit unfair though. In my mind, I am thinking ... what about 1st term to 5th term results, they worth nothing? However, this is the rule and it's hardly change. So, what I can do is study harder. Wish me luck =)

Sometimes we just don't know how life will treat us

dear Blogger,

Eventhough, I have to leave my home and fam to study abroad but I met new people and I love it, I learned a lot of new things, I passed all my papers, I experienced industrial training, I went back home oftenly, I went to many places, I bought not only what I need but also what I want. It seems perfect and of course I feel blessed for what I have, it is just too much.

I was good and I left a good impression to people around me, but I am terrible and I am doubting about what people think about me. It should be more bad things, mostly.
Yes, I had a very tough moment in my life and it changed me. In some line, I am doing better, but I had to lose more good parts of me and while I realize, this make me sad and mad in the same time.

Surely I do not regret my past, but I fear about my future. I struggle hard and put a lot of effort to change those bad impressions that I had created in these last years, however, it does not show a good result. I know time will heals and what I need to do is to be more patient, but in some part of my heart, I really worry about this. What should I do?

Tu me manques

I miss you all !

I am hoping for the moment that we made together will happen again someday. =)

self "wow" effect

wow! time pass by and I am now 2nd year university's student. This August I am going to change my "title" to degree student.
hahahaha~
it kinda strange for me, as I am not really remember that I am one. =p

Starbucks incident

It was terrible. Meilinda and I had a great day, what it supposed to be.

She and I went to Starbucks to have some chit chat with cups of chocolates.
What happened was I didn't even slurp yet, but then everything spill out onto my skirt, my bag and into my shoes! The floor too, of course, which meant that the staff should get additional workload because of my carelessness .. hehehe. I apologize for it.

Surprisingly, til now I don't have any confidence to step in into that Starbucks anymore.
If I wanna have Starbucks, I will go to others. :p :p

UNDER THE PRESSURE

It is my Week 3 in this term 5 after I did my training.
There are a lot of things that we have to catch, the most important and difficult thing is the report.
I did not sleep well due to overloaded schedule, it is really tiring. The worst is that we have to take this schedule to the beginning of April. 7 more weeks to go.
I try to always remember that we have to enjoy this life, in every second and every circumstance. Just hope that everything will getting better and better.

:) :)

Great to know that I have them

:) :) :)

It's great to have great family and friends!

Thank you to my parents for being patient and awesome.
Thank you to my lil-sis for her support.
Thank you to my lil-bro, he always unique.

Thanks to Meilinda Setio, Fiona Wiyasih Elang, Silvia Wu, and others that I could not list down one by one. Sorry :p
Thank you for being great friends to me.

Do I look like someone who urgently needs a BF?

When I realized, I found out that everyone keep asking me about my status, my love-life.
Sure one day I need him, but now I completely fine without one.
Let us just see who will be the one.

Postponed is a trouble, always ...

I am going to have teeth "operation" sooner or later. (*sigh)
Here, I kept postpone calling the doctor. I just met him 3 months after I have my teeth X-ray structure.
So, what make me need an "operation"? They are 4 last teeth grow horizontally.
If I took a sooner action, I surely heal now...

post a blog, share something

The reason why I keep posting in blogger is that because here, in Sales and Marketing office of hotel where I am doing my internship, there is no other site beside google that I could visit while Facebook and MSN are forbidden, although viwawa is not prohibited still I could not have a perfect access to it as they do not install the flash!

Instead of sitting and wasting my time doing nothing, I prefer to walk around, help others delivering something from one department to others.
I supposed to have sales calls these few days, however I did not go anywhere today. It was not as busy as yesterday =(

Ahaa.. I have an idea, how if I share something with you guys? I bring a book along with me.
It is "A kite in the wind". You must feel curious about the contents, even you do not, just pretend you do so :p
It tells you about life, I got this book from a temple at Subang Jaya,MY.

** Here we start :

• "Mirror, mirror, on the wall..."
  Real beauty shines from within. If one's heart is kind and filled with goodness, one will look beautiful.
  An old-proverb, but still it is a truth.
  
• "Seek more to love than to be loved"
  First time when I read this sub-title. I referred it back to myself. I am a person who need a lot of love from others. Seems like this book tells me something.
  One of the greatest writers of the twentieth century, Wystan Hugh Auden writes We are here on earth to do good for others. What the others are here for, I don't know.
  In conclusion, let us keep love simple. Love others simply for the sake of loving them. There is no other reason for it.

** sources : A Kite in the Wind - Chan Kah Yein, Ph.D ; myself - Jasmine P.L

Here, I am not persuading anybody to one or more religion(s). I am not teaching. I am sharing something that I wish might be useful to us :)

to be continued...

to-do list

I thought I should have at least one 'to-do list' and I do have it, but, does it really work out?
Seems like these short memory and careless personalities are extremely hard to be changed.

Things to do that I missed out :
- Call Dr. Bradley to have my teeth check-up.
- Having hair and skin treatment.
- Check e-mail to find out what-to-do about internship report(s).
- Check my dad's e-mail to help him arrange further businesses.
- Call my sis, ask her if SG has a better price in Nokia N97 :p
- Having multi-vitamin to keep my hormone balance.
- The worst ever, I keep forget to read my 'to-do list' which I pasted on my mirror!!

Things that I always hope to finish as soon as possible but I discourage due to my laziness :
- To complete my French notes.
- To complete my Mandarin self-learning notes.
- To find out Shinjuku Inccident DVD which my dad bought, I am the one who lost it T.T
- To tidy up my bedroom.
- To help Frenddy Wijaya download some songs.
and so many other else that I forget! arrrggghhh.

Somebody encourage me!

ANNOUNCEMENT

Kindly refer back to post of January 2009 ( SAVE EARTH SAVE US ).

Hope it useful for all of us! Thank you :)

STUCK here.

Stuck in front of computer, sitting and typing.

I am at Sales and Marketing department now. It has a good environment.
However, I just too boring to be here, this hotel, for a quite long time.
Extremely and urgently needs a super long holiday.

huaaaaaaa! ~

OFF day!

Yey! Tomorrow ( Saturday ) will be my first off day after I worked for a week in Grand Swiss-belhotel Medan. Love it =)

I was an operator under Front Office department and this Monday I suppose to be moved to Reservation.

What was I learnt from operator?

- courtesy call
- handling external and internal call

- competitors
- fire alarm ( emergency call )
- wake up call
and so on.

Isn't it fun? haahaa. Quite boring actually. I am front of the house person, I prefer meeting guest to sitting and facing telephone, greet guest without seeing their face. lame. =b

Legal Right and Dispute Resolution

There was a talkshow arranged by our law lecturer, Ms.Bhuvanes yesterday.

Now, I know my right. We could sue almost everyday~!

I need u

Surrender, I think I need you. I feel lost without you, I don't feel a great happiness. Yes, I do better without you in term of education and self-independence, but I almost forget all my feeling, precious memories even simplicity.

My home ... I think I need you to remind me about who I supposed to be. =p

Le Jardin

des milliers et des milliers
d'années
ne sauraient suffire
pour dire
la petite seconde d'éternité
ou tu m'as embrassé
ou je t'ai embrassé
un matin dans la lumiere de
l'hiver
au parc montsouris a Paris
a Paris
sur la terre
la terre qui est un astre

* my first individual french presentation *
it is drying my throat =.="

supposed to go to Ridzuan

Yenti, who saw the bus. Levin run fast to catch the bus, he got it.
Levin : " Is this Taylor's bus? "
Driver : " Yes "
At the same time, Yenti and I run together.
We took our sit, there was only 3 of us inside.

= Arrived at Taylor's Main Campus =
Driver : Which building you guys wanna go? TBS or main campus?
Levin : Ridzuan Condo
Driver : Are you guys crazy?
All : hah?
Levin : This bus is going to Ridzuan right? We will stop there.
Driver : No, it is going to Cheras
Levin : What? usually bus stops at Ridzuan too
Driver : But not this one, the next bus will.
All : omg! okay, we stop here
Driver : It is not my fault. You asked me whether this is Taylor's bus or not, and this is.
All : ( fiuh ) Okay. Thank you.
Driver : laugh a loud *
All : laugh + shy -^_^-

We walked to Asia Cafe and looking for taxi. Found it!
Levin was giving me an idea, to record this day in my blog. What a great day?
Looking for a free transport make us spent more. hahaha.

Yenti couldn't stop laughing, neither do I. stupid thing happen sometimes =p

* quite annoying