I am back

back to blog!

It has been quite sometimes I did not sign into my blog, surprisingly I remember the email and pass! ;p

Guess what?! I am now sitting in the office! well ... doing the internship, however, that doesn't put aside my mind that always remember I am no longer student! eventhough I haven't get my degree but it just a postpone, the formal will be on feb 2012.

hmmm a lot to share, trip to France, Redang Island, Genting again and Malaka again but as I am in the office now, I can't tell much. So, just waiting for the other opportunity to post a blog ;p

Have a good day all! Be happy!

LABIL

dear blogger,

Today, I found myself confused. Sometimes I can be a person who acts arrogant and makes things easier for me...myself, but actually I don't really like the whole part of these attitudes in me. I can be as well a person who really kind and it makes me weak.
Recently, I am trying to combine the positive parts of those two different sides of me, but then I found that they are hard to control.
I want to believe like the innocent kids however a part of me always say NO as I had already knew the consequences of being innocent and believe everyone.

I don't want to be my past neither a whole different person.
and ..... what should I do? *confuse*

2nd year final exam

I am going to face my final exam which result will brings impact to my future. OH NO!
Few days will determine whether I deserve Very Honorable, Honorable, Pass or Failed. It sounds a little bit unfair though. In my mind, I am thinking ... what about 1st term to 5th term results, they worth nothing? However, this is the rule and it's hardly change. So, what I can do is study harder. Wish me luck =)

Sometimes we just don't know how life will treat us

dear Blogger,

Eventhough, I have to leave my home and fam to study abroad but I met new people and I love it, I learned a lot of new things, I passed all my papers, I experienced industrial training, I went back home oftenly, I went to many places, I bought not only what I need but also what I want. It seems perfect and of course I feel blessed for what I have, it is just too much.

I was good and I left a good impression to people around me, but I am terrible and I am doubting about what people think about me. It should be more bad things, mostly.
Yes, I had a very tough moment in my life and it changed me. In some line, I am doing better, but I had to lose more good parts of me and while I realize, this make me sad and mad in the same time.

Surely I do not regret my past, but I fear about my future. I struggle hard and put a lot of effort to change those bad impressions that I had created in these last years, however, it does not show a good result. I know time will heals and what I need to do is to be more patient, but in some part of my heart, I really worry about this. What should I do?

Tu me manques

I miss you all !

I am hoping for the moment that we made together will happen again someday. =)

self "wow" effect

wow! time pass by and I am now 2nd year university's student. This August I am going to change my "title" to degree student.
hahahaha~
it kinda strange for me, as I am not really remember that I am one. =p

Starbucks incident

It was terrible. Meilinda and I had a great day, what it supposed to be.

She and I went to Starbucks to have some chit chat with cups of chocolates.
What happened was I didn't even slurp yet, but then everything spill out onto my skirt, my bag and into my shoes! The floor too, of course, which meant that the staff should get additional workload because of my carelessness .. hehehe. I apologize for it.

Surprisingly, til now I don't have any confidence to step in into that Starbucks anymore.
If I wanna have Starbucks, I will go to others. :p :p